E is for Ecstasy by Nicholas Saunders

Appendix 1: Reference Section

140 Interview with Jonathan in San Francisco, 2/11/93

Although used to good experiences on E, Jonathan once had a paranoid experience on two capsules marked 70mg, a higher dose than previously, but according to his friends the quality was good. He had been invited to a party where there was Ecstasy for people to help themselves to, and a friend he had brought with him had taken several Es for later use. Jonathan felt that the host hated him for bringing someone who had taken advantage of his hospitality. Jonathan felt he could not only read the host's mind, but that the host could read his and see all of his weaknesses, and was taking advantage of this ability to torment him by a kind of psychic torture. Jonathan had no doubts about the validity of his experience until he met the host some time later when he appeared not to even remember the occasion.